Another year has gone by, and while I am probably a bit too tired to post something too long - I felt a quick reflection on the past 13 months was in order.

My father has cancer. Luckily it's a curable form of prostate cancer. But scary nonetheless. My father is my inspiration. We're not the same person, but he is everything I have ever wanted to be. A hard worker. Smart. A good father. A good person. He is irreplaceable in my life, and I hope that he is here with me for many years to come.

This has been the most difficult work year of my life. Simply put, my business almost failed and it is still teetering on the edge at times. Knock on wood but it does seem that we're almost out of the woods. Hopefully in another month or two. However, I don't think I can continue this lifestyle for much longer. My hope is that the business is profitable enough over the next 6-12 months where I can sell it. I'm just not happy running the business like I once was, but I do have hope that by building the business back up again - I can achieve the same level of happiness I once had for my work.

Fuck this. This blog shouldn't be somewhere I come to take a shit. Truth is my life isn't what I want right now because I'm a self-absorbed prick who acts like a filthy dog fucker. If I want to be happy, I have to make some serious changes. Now.

Here we go.